Addiction

[Intro]
Wouldn't wanna have it
Wouldn't wanna, wouldn't wanna have it
Wouldn't wanna have it
Wouldn't wanna, wouldn't wanna have it

[Chorus]
I wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it any, oh
Wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it any, oh
Wouldn't wanna have it

[Verse 1: Stract]
Slow breathing, his bones exposed seeking
Any sense of feeling so he throws his phone screaming
There's a hole in him, his heart's decomposed, there's no beating
He blows, he can't believe it so he closes the door wheezing
She knows that she won't leave him, but she goes for no reason
He sends her messages on the phone, she won't read it
He regrets what he sent her
He was unable to prevent remembering memories that they made in mid-December
He argues with himself because he knew he never meant to
Let his temper get the best of him, he knew he should have spent a
Little more time fighting through this impedimenta
He just underwent a loss of a percent of
Himself because she was the only thing that he had left of
All he ever wanted from his dreams to the extent of
Reality and fiction, he encountered a confliction
He just wrapped his head around the fact that he's addicted

[Verse 2: Stract]
Now he's numb to his senses and it's hard to unclench his
Fists because he used to sit with her on park benches
And she would oddly mend his harshly tormented
Self, she would pick up the parts of his consensus
With her and push him further in everything that he attempted
She brightened up the darkness, started feeling never ending
Now it was getting good, and it couldn't get better
But everything he did was everything that would upset her
She got tired, heartbroken, lost feelings, then she said her
Mind couldn't take it any longer, it would wreck her
His face turned blue because he knew he couldn't let her
He'd do anything to keep her but do nothing to forget her
He had flashbacks to when he met her in September
Thinking of the things he did, desperate to get her
He's out of it and now she wants to leave, he didn't let her
He said

[Chorus]
I wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it any, oh
Wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it
I wouldn't wanna have it any, oh
Wouldn't wanna have it

[Verse 3: Stract]
I feel like a parked car with some bombs inside the
Trunk, and it falls apart once you start it they light up
My heart feels like it's got a steel dart inside it
And my stomach's turned and twisted from the knot you tightened
A part of me feels like we should've talked about it
Because I'm lost without it, I can't walk around it
I got a cough and a headache when I thought about it, I'm sick
Sick of the fits, let's be civil, no gimmicks
It's typical, I admit it, but commit and stick with it
It's getting repetitive sitting in the pickle we've been in
For a minute, I've been feeling like a prickle in linen
A different position, beginning of an ending, I'm venting
Depending on whether or not we just amend and forget it
It's brittle, but literally, I'm missing my little vixen
I'd die for prescriptions, I'm sick, she's my timeless addiction