Puzzle Pieces

I lie here
Wasting myself away
I won't last long
While counting down the days
I won't admit I can't do it on my own
So I sit back and let the self pity inside me grow

Maybe if I let the sun in then the pain will fade away
But I'm still hiding in the dark to disassociate
This life is puzzle pieces but they're all a shade of grey
No matter how it goes together it all looks the same

With blank eyes
I'm always somewhere else
Living in the past
And remеmbering how it felt
I won't admit that I can't let it go
So I sit back and lеt the guilt that's inside of me grow

Maybe if I let the sun in then the pain will fade away
But I'm still hiding in the dark to disassociate
This life is puzzle pieces but they're all a shade of grey
No matter how it goes together it all looks the same

Every piece is all the same
I'd rather scatter them away

Maybe if I let the sun in then the pain will fade away
But I'm still hiding in the dark to disassociate
This life is puzzle pieces but they're all a shade of grey
No matter how it goes together it all looks the same

I lie here
Wasting myself away
I'm still hiding in the dark to disassociate
I know the sun is there but I don't let it in
Sometimes I'd rather let the apathy inside me win