Time to Self Hate

Nothing whole day,
Just staring at my ceiling
All my assignments unfinished for weeks
Staring at the screen,
I'm great at internal screaming
Nothing's really wrong,
So I guess it's just me
Did nothing all day,
Again
Now it's time to self-hate,
Again
Wasted all day,
Again
Now it's time to self hate,
Now it's time to self hate
Nothing for months,
I don't know where I'm going
All I can think of is erasing me
Still the same old shit,
Still live with my parents
How can she think that I'm lovable, being
Did nothing for months,
I don't know where I'm going
All I can think of is erasing me
Still the same old shit,
Still live with my parents
How can she think that I'm lovable, being
Did nothing all day,
Again
Now it's time to self-hate,
Again
Wasted all day,
Again
And now it's time to self-hate,
Now it's time to self hate
Wasted all day
Again.
Washed away my pain.
Again.
Nothing for months,
I don't know where I'm going
All I can think of is erasing me
Still the same old shit,
Still live with my parents
How can she think that I'm lovable, being
Did nothing all day,
Just staring at my ceiling
All my assignments unfinished for weeks
Still the same old shit,
Still live with my parents
Nothing's really wrong, so I guess it's just me