octöber

Those rainbow colored highlights bring out color in your hair
I'll watch you from afar i'll burn your face into my stare
I'm in the highschool parking lot, cigarettes beside my ear
And let me be the latter of your girlfriends truth or dares
And proceed with caution
She is just another name
She's a nail in your coffin
I'm still planning my escape
If catching feelings like a race
I'm still just tryna find my place
If all excitements in the chase
My serotonins hit its peak
The fast paced beating of my heart
It might just beat itself apart
I'm standing outside of your car
I saw you kiss him in the dark
It's starting to feel just like a cold october day
Can no longer feed my dying, cold, and damaged brain
There's no room for heroes, burn your mask, hang up the cape
And nothing is simple, close your hands and pray for may