Friends

Found out I was far from perfect
You walked out of my life because I'm never gonna change
Made my way to the bottom of this empty town home
Where I hid myself away

It's the only way to escape
When I want to get away
You are bad news most days
That's what my brain says

Screamed out I'm such an awful shit
You say I'm such a hypocrite
And that's exactly how I'll stay
Millimeters gap into a mile
I feel myself poured out as bad news
The burden of a name

But you never took my name
Did you want to run away?
I am a monster these days
That's what your friends say

Can I be this miserable now?
I fall apart when I'm off by myself
But who is gonna love you now?

My love is buried with my ideals
Buried with your shallow heart
That's sprouted wings and flown
Found out I never loved anyone
Anyone is perfect
I think I'll die alone