Nowhere

Looking in for something new
All the things that I’ve been through
Face against the window screen
Better you than me
There’s nothing here that isn’t strange
I break my neck to see the change
Scanning blue and empty skies
It’s nowhere

(I have my doubts)

Sleeping under broken glass;
When memories come, they come too fast
My brain is backwards in its skull
Rhyme and reason null
There’s nothing here makes any sense
I try so hard to grasp events
I hang my head and grind my teeth
I’m nowhere

Waking under blinding light
Eternal day; it’s never night
I hear my life, its ins and outs
I have my doubts
There’s nothing here inside my head
But brains and blood, gray and red
I sink back into dreamless sleep
To nowhere

Get off my back and let me breathe
No words will pass between these teeth
Falling back through space and time
To a place that’s mine
There’s nothing here but broken glass
Smoking wreckage gone too fast
I’m leaving now to find my peace
It’s nowhere

(I have my doubts)