how to feel

Called your phone last night, I was lonely
Yeah, you know I've been sippin' on the codeine
Tryna leave, like girl, where you going?
Need you by my side, I don't wanna be lonely
Don't go, don't go
I'm low, I'm low
And I don't know how to feel anymore
Please don't leave me in the cold

I've been tryna call and got ain't got an answer
You've been really distant, what the fuck is the matter?
I've been mixin' up the codeine in the Fanta
I just took a Perc, so you know that I got stamina
Brackin' it, brackin' it, brackin' it
Bitch, I'm stackin' it, stackin' it
While I'm wearin' Ricks
You a fan lil bitch, fan lil bitch, you wan suck the dick
I won't let her have it, cause I rich
I just took the Porsche off the lot like shit
I just bought a truck and it came with a rims
I just went and put the Forgiatos on that bitch
Fully auto Glock, I put a switch on that bitch, oh

Weather's getting cold
Don't wanna feel anymore
You done left me here alone
I'll spend all my money just to get you here alone
Cryin' while recordin', baby, this is not no fun
Girl, I need to hear your voice, please just hit my phone
Girl, I hate it when you're fuckin' cryin' on your own
Girl, I give you my shoulder just to cry on
Yeah, you know I'm tryna write my wrongs
Spittin' all my feelings on a damn song
I don't want you to be alone
Please just hit my phone when you're low

Called your phone last night, I was lonely
Yeah, you know I've been sippin' on the codeine
Tryna leave, like girl, where you going?
Need you by my side, I don't wanna be lonely
Don't go, don't go
I'm low, I'm low
And I don't know how to feel anymore
Please don't leave me in the cold

Shoutout to the old me, I wouldn't be here without you
I've been feeling lonely, I wanna get out of here
Devil, he control me, he control me out of fear
Girl, I miss the old me, yeah, when we were happier
Nothing's gonna change the fact that I left you in the darkness
Nothing's gonna change the fact that I can't go back and fix it
Girl, I fuckin' know, yeah, I know that you miss it
Cause I miss it too
Wake up in the morning, I can barely move
Stay up late at night thinking bout you
Baby, I can barely move
When I get those thoughts bout you
Those thoughts of you by my side
Staring at a full moon
Girl, I know I cannot go back to the past
Girl, I really wanna go back to the past
Girl, please come and save me from myself

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna, no, no

Called your phone last night, I was lonely
Yeah, you know I've been sippin' on the codeine
Tryna leave, like girl, where you going?
Need you by my side, I don't wanna be lonely
Don't go, don't go
I'm low, I'm low
And I don't know how to feel anymore
Please don't leave me in the cold