Heatstroke Better Than Heartbreak

The sun breaks through my window
Through my clothes
Then straight through me
Burning my molecules like discarded food

And on my floor it lays
A broken picture of you and I
Burning here with me
And I think to myself

Maybe heatstroke's better than heartbreak
Maybe anything is better than that
Oh maybe heatstroke's better than heartbreak
Maybe anything is better than that

If I could leave I would
But if I did I would be lost
I'm aimless without you
And I hurt when I'm around you

I wait patiently for your call
As if that would change a thing
Maybе hearing your voice would save mе
From this self harming thing

Maybe heatstroke's better than heartbreak
Maybe anything is better than that
Oh maybe heatstroke's better than heartbreak
Maybe anything is better than that

I stare at my red flecked wall
Through double vision and pain
As my outsides melt as I wait for you
My inside and self hatred win

Maybe heatstroke's better than heartbreak
Maybe anything is better than that
Oh maybe heatstroke's better than heartbreak
Maybe anything is better than that

I fall to my knees
As I boil in my own tomb
Cooked through my own insecurities
In a furnace of my own doom