No Winter Farewell
If you left tomorrow it would be no surprise
I feel so alone, yet again
I feel so bereft in this loneliness
All i can do is lament on winter nights
Stare out into the darkness and watch reflections chase cars
Secluded cats of the neon lights
That's what you'll probably go to
If you left tomorrow it would be no surprise
I'm a nightmare to deal with and I can no longer shine
Find the light-filled life, I'm not worthy of a goodbye
Always feelings disassociated I cause all the fights
They aren't like me is why
I don't want to be like them and you just don't seem to understand why
I'm a lost cause for ever finding a better tomorrow
I'm not worthy of goodbye
I'm not worthy of love
I'm not worthy of comfort