Anxiety

I grew up in a scheme so I had the right to protect
And I never stood for no disrespect And mum taught me everything in life
It is not fair and how quick love can grow to hate
And bros worried , I'm up so late And I'm losing a work rate, asking if I have ate

anxiety Pushing down on my chest so much mate
Cause the past it hurt me and I don't wanna leave the house
Cause if I do, anxiety comes creeping out So me and the drugs are speaking out
And depression's back so I'm up so late Rushing through my mind, yeah I wanna scream

and shout But I don't wanna die young, so yes I'm speaking
out The devils I'm telling I'll my soul
Just to get that deal, help my family get my cash
And die slowly, I really don't care As long as I see my people out of the dirt

Cause the scheme is where the heart and really works
And your hands get dirty Go through so much, pairs of gloves
And we wore masks, way before Covid But really had to break them in with the
pedal trips So trust big man, he talks like this

But I don't live like this, gaffs on a Friday night
Young and eager for a fight, shitting yourself alone at night
It's just a part of the life, 9-5, you need to pack the knife
This life's no fucking right, too many rats to fucking bite

And that's why I'm myself, make the time Cause too many bros, stabbed me in back
Putting on acts, family really made me feel like this
See I don't know what love is, are you taking the piss
Was young, just wanted to play with sticks Now really play with sticks ain't massive chibs

Aye
Grew up in a scheme, so I had the right to protect
And I never stood for no disrespect And mum taught me everything in life
It is not fair and how quick love can grow to hate

And bros worried why I'm up so late And I'm losing a work rate, asking if I'll
wait It's IA pushing down on my chest so much
Cause the past it hurt me and I don't want to leave the house
Cause if I do, inside comes creeping out Aye

I don't want to leave the house Cause if I do, inside comes creeping out
Comes creeping out, comes creeping out, comes creeping out