Now I Explode

It's been a year or two
And now you finally know
How it goes when you adore
And how your mind wonders off when you close the door

And I don't know how you do it
So I ask you now
So I'm asking you
How did you manage to ruin?
So I ask you now

But every time I try
Pressing the question why
You tend to reply by saying
Now I Explode

It's been a year or two
And now you finally know
How it goes when you adore
And how your mind wonders off when you close the door

And I don't know how you do it
So I ask you now
So I'm asking you
How did you manage to ruin?
So I ask you now

But every time I try
Pressing the question why
You tend to reply by saying
Now I Explode

You claim to know everything
But here we are
And you didn't rеally try
You're still having trouble letting go of that past

You must know what could satisfy
So I ask you now
So I'm asking you
I need to know how to dеfine
So I ask you now

But every time I try
Pressing the question why
You tend to reply by saying
Now I Explode

But this is only the beginning
I'll let you in on a secret
There's still a long way to go (a long way to go)

The consequence of your obsession
A reminder of a past depression
And though you are not drowning now
Doesn't mean it's easy to swim
If you could only see what I see
View it on a TV screen
If it could only be revealed in red blue green (red blue green)

But every time I try
Pressing the question why
You tend to reply by saying
Now I Explode

But this is only the beginning
I'll let you in on a secret
This is the story of one Jasmin Reeder