Eazy

[Chorus: Sinneyy & Michel'le]
(He was once a thug from around the way)
My life was never (eazy)
My life was never (eazy)

[Verse 1]
I just wish people just liked me but they wanna fight me
I did some wrongs and they still wanna spite me
Apologised for it but they still wanna hate me
Do you know what’s like battling a viking?
Do not go to your problems to a narcissist
They don’t know how to be a friendly therapist
All that loyalty in their heart just felt like bullshit
I know loyalty has actions without speaking upon it
All my mum does is speak about herself
Never for her boy when I’m visiting around
I got stuff bottled Inside that a mother should figure out
Me and my sister cooler then ever we better we sound
She’s got problems too I don’t wanna see her cry
Makes me feel I should of never left my sisters side
Mind Some people didn’t know I had covid for christmas
A good nigga can’t catch a break with this sickness
So it’s never (eazy)
I just wanna talk to god and ask him why me?
Why can’t it ever be easy?
Why can’t I wake up and have a good day in me
Why do I speak to samaritans when I get lonely?
It’s fucked when friends don’t care
It’s fucked when the people don’t share
It’s fucked when i can’t sleep
It’s fucked when you got me weak
It’s fucked I can’t remember the time or even last week
I just need to speak
How can I feel so alone about myself
How can people understand my mental health
I don’t know why people cannot see
I don’t know why they are so different to me
My life was never easy
Bullied from childhood to college
Walked over and don’t feel acknowledged
Had people hurt me and never apologised
Had people who thought they were better in disguise
Because shit's never motherfucking (easy) when you see it
Cause you don’t know hard it is because
Shit's never (easy) when you keep it
Cause when you keep something you let it go by releasing it
The power the love that holds you above
You gotta amend and fly like a dove
Honestly I don’t want 2022
Ah,I just really want you
It’s hard to ever find the right time with you
I’m sorry I stop texting I needed space to tell you the truth
But that doesn’t mean I stop thinking about you
All my life I always think about those who are gone
And I usually speak about them in songs
Do they care? No they just really wanna move on
Sent paragraphs but it's way too long
I’m hurt cause I want them back and it’s never easy
Fuck this world it’s never easy
Doing shit for people so easy
Put it back of my mind so I can think clearly
Crying and holding anger so freely
Why can’t life be happy dreams
Why do I panic into attacks in situational things
Why don’t I feel my family love me when
I’m just a broken son with no means
Cause my life was never sweet
Bitter and ugly road of scenes
There it is
There it was
Wrongfully banned
Wrongfully in debt
Wrongfully treated
Wrongfull of days
I just want to watch harry potter and eat some cake
I just want friends who can understand me for my mistakes
Why is blood thicker than water
Why do I have be labelled as a psychotic disorder

[Refrain]
My life was never
My life was never (eazy)

[Outro: Michel'le]
(He was once a thug from around the way)
(He was once a thug from around the way, eazy)
(He was—, he was—)
(He was—, he was—)
(He was once a—, once a—)
(Thug from a—, thug from a—, from around the way)
My life is never,my life is never