Worlds Apart

Lying all alone, wishing you would call
Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones
You gave it all up, you threw it all away
There's nothing I can do

What do I think of dying?
You know it's even worse than what's in my head
You don't believe me when I tell you
I don't want to be a fraud and pretend that everything's fine
I won't be here when you get home
I'm not gonna sit here and die

I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords
I'll be just fine

You read me like a book
You know I'm running out of legs to stand on
I won't believe you when you tell me
These old habits die so hard
There's not intervention in sight
There's no point in calling you
I'm just gonna stand here and fight

I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride
I'll be just fine
You fill my head with endless lies
You're killing me, I'm killing time
I'll be just fine

So, maybe one day the pain will go away
And I will see your face
I won't even care
Changing all the locks 'cause I can't change you

I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride
I'll be just fine
You fill my head with endless lies
You're killing me, I'm killing time
I'll be just fine