SHAME

I’ll keep it
I don’t like it but I’ll keep it
Until I don’t feel it
Until I don’t feel guilt
I’ll be here
With the sound of a heart beating
And unbearable strings
Inexplicable things
Buried them into the ground
With all the respect I had
For myself
And I’ll sit there
Yeah I’ll sit there
Shamefully calling you love
Shamefully calling you love
Shamefully calling you love
I’ll feel it
On my sheets on my skin
Feel it
Under every dream
Underneath everything
I’ll hate it
For the both of us
I’ll hate it
Even when it hurts deep
Even when it hurts deep
Buried them into the ground
With all the respect I had
For myself
And I’ll sit there
Yeah I’ll sit there
Shamefully calling you love
Shamefully calling you love
Shamefully calling you love