Fed up

I'm fed up
I've been it for a while
You're winning
No matter what I try
And you love it
When my eyes do bleed
I've had it
Tried getting on my feet
But you're pushing
Pushed me on my knees
And you love it
When I just can't breathe
And you're tired of waiting
And I'm done shaming

But I
I can't say goodbye
When all you do is make me cry
And the light
The light is changing
I can feel it go away
I can't say goodbye
When all you do is make me cry
And the light
The light is fading
I can feel it's gone away

Just shut up
Your screaming makes me sore
You won't hit
It's just the mind being torn
I won't obey whenever I hear your name
My fingers wanna squeeze you tight
So that your air won't make it inside
And you love it
That I'm to damn cool
And you're tired of waiting
And I'm done shaming

But I
I can't say goodbye
When all you do is make me cry
And the light
The light is changing
I can feel it go away
I can't say goodbye
When all you do is make me cry
And the light
The light is fading
I can feel it's gone away

I'm fed up
I've been it for a while
You're winning
No matter what I try
And you love it
When I just can't breathe
And you're tired of waiting
But I'm done shaming

But I
I can't say goodbye
When all you do is make me cry
And the light
The light is changing
I can feel it go away
I can't say goodbye
When all you do is make me cry
The light
The light is fading
I can feel it's gone away