In My Veins

I think I got lost along the way
Somewhere between Washington street and how you said my name
I think I found solace in the shame
Of knowing I can't fix you, and you can't fix me, and that's okay
If it's promises you can't keep darlin'
Maybe you should just be honest
Skeletons you got in your closet
They're all that you've been keeping close
I know, I know you can't feel the same
I watched you go, watched you walk away
I've seen up close how you hide your pain
Now I hide mine the same, ain't it such a shame
You broke my trust, and you took my faith
I called it love, you don't know its name
That same bad blood, now it's in my veins
Yeah it's in my veins, now we bleed the same
I know I lost sight of who's to blame
'Cause you made me hate myself for all that we became
I think I found comfort in that pain
'Cause now when I write these fucking songs, I don't feel the ache
My therapist told me that I'm holding
Onto things, I never thought to be broken
Putting pieces back together, I know
I'm not fixed, but damn I'm getting close
I know, I know you can't feel the same
I watched you go, watched you walk away
I've seen up close how you hide your pain
Now I hide mine the same, ain't it such a shame
You broke my trust, and you took my faith
I called it love, you don't know its name
That same bad blood, now it's in my veins
Yeah it's in my veins, now we bleed the same
It's such a shame how I became the parts of you you waste
When I see love now I just run and look the other way
Now all the things I tried to fix for you, I see me break
I didn't wanna change
I know, I know you can't feel the same
I watched you go, watched you walk away
I've seen up close how you hide your pain
Now I hide mine the same, ain't it such a shame
You broke my trust, and you took my faith
I called it love, you don't know its name
That same bad blood, now it's in my veins
Yeah it's in my veins, now we bleed the same
It's such a shame how I became the parts of you you waste
When I see love now I just run and look the other way
Now all the things I tried to fix for you, I see me break
I didn't wanna change
Now we bleed the same