Killing Joke

Say what you want, I won't hurt you
Fear on your mind, why you scared
Playing my life like a game, yeah
Why won't you play along
I could murder them all, see who gets the last laugh
Don't push me to the edge, this ain't fun no more
It's just a killing joke, you can laugh all you want
You can laugh at my pain, I'll still make it numb
I won't lie, I'm still smoking kush, yeah
Not popping pills, I'm tryna be good
Not hurting mum, not hurting dad no
They raised me right, I did myself wrong
I'm still young, got a long way to go now
Not saying this like an excuse
Let me make a few mistakes, I don't know what to do
I can learn on my own, I can find the truth
Feed me all your lies, I'll see through everything
I can see you cry even in the rain
Hide all you want, I'll see the through the mask
If you really need then why don't you ask
I won't lie, I can't always be there
I still try, don't hurt yourself
I will never let you hurt me
I won't let you hurt yourself
Say what you want, I won't hurt you
Fear on your mind, why you scared
Playing my life like a game, yeah
Why won't you play along
Sometimes I really feel, just like a criminal
Tell me, don't break the law, I disobey still
Why they on my case
Why they act like they care
Let me live my life, I can go anywhere
Can't hold me down, no you gotta let me go
Not staying with you, I'm staying by myself
Still a bit lost, no I won't lie
Doing my best, not to cry
Can't hold myself, no it's way too much
You see a happy face, do you see my other one
So many faces, I don't know the real one
I don't know myself, why'd you think you do
Had this feeling for a while, yeah
Can't describe it even if I try
I don't belong in this world, no I don't
I can't leave it even if I want
I'm not trapped, I'm still free like a bird
Roaring like a lion inside me
I'm still calmer than the doves in the sky
Losing my religion, tryna pray when I can
Say what you want, I won't hurt you
Fear on your mind, why you scared?
Playing my life like a game, yeah
Why won't you play along?
Can't describe this feeling, there's no way
I could say a lot, you wouldn't get me anyway
Can't describe this feeling, there's no way
I could say a lot, you wouldn't get me anyway
Say what you want, I won't hurt you
Fear on your mind, why you scared?
Playing my life like a game, yeah
Why won't you play along?
I'm so damn lost, don't know where to go
Said I'd go anywhere, now I'm lost on this road
No sense of direction, yeah so damn high
Smoked too much haze, at least it's not night
It would be better under the moonlight
Lurking in the shadows, I'll be up all night
Playing with my demons, they know all my favourite games
Playing with my mind, it's more than a game
Cards on the table, I see kings and queens
I see a lot of pics, I don't see you and me
We're better off alone, never know my dreams
Can't understand what's going on with me
Say what you want, I won't hurt you
Fear on your mind, why you scared?
Playing my life like a game, yeah
Why won't you play along?
Can't describe this feeling, there's no way
I could say a lot, you wouldn't get me anyway
Can't describe this feeling, there's no way
I could say a lot, you wouldn't get me anyway