Life On A Track

I used to keep it all inside
I learned dignity and pride
Swear, my pops always lied
But swear, Mumzy always tried
Life's been up an' down
Feels like I've been on a ride
They're always tryna put me down
I'm taking off an' I glide
There's not much family I speak to now
I guess most have been an' gone before I heard them out
It's kinda like me, myself & I
Just me an' Mumzy still gettin' by
From a tender age, I never had a father figure
What's a center stage if it ain't got that inner?
All these losses had to take I swear that made a winner
I seen my mum work twelve hours then go make us dinner
Like dad were never there with no contribution
So how to sum it up into a conclusion?
I swear my life's been full of confusion
It had me thinking that I'm not human
I seen my Mumma hurt
I seen my pops fuming
That shit I had to see
Because it weren't proven
Always wanted a chance
But I could never choose em
Guess where I'm from
You're winnin' or you're always losin'
I swear its far from amusin'
If drugs weren't a thing then what would everyone be using?
I swear its far from amusin'
If drugs weren't a thing then what would everyone be using?
To deal with these issues
I use paper as tissues
Try and walk in these shoes
See if they'll fit you
These man are quick to judge
But they don't know the facts
Seventeen I left home I've lived in council flats
Sofa surfin', in fact
Springs stuck up in ya back
And man I ain't looking back
Nah
I put my life on a track
I put my life on a track