Confessions of Hatred

Impossible to reason with the thoughts in mind
To direct, to forget about my pastimes
I assure you of one thing
This is something you'll never forget

In time, I'm sure you'll understand
The sound of the crack, the slap of my hand
Was only intended for one thing
The one thing I never had

Palms sweaty, thoughts dry
Hand fed by a broken mind
Hands shakin', don't cry
It'll all be over

And then you'll have the chance to see the hole inside
The painted picture of a wounded mind
I can never escape this
You helped me create this hate

My undying addiction
How were you the last to know?
You brought this on yourself
Now you're the next in line to see all that I've become
Confessions of hatred

Responsible for bringing out my darkest side
I tried to hide what I feel
But it's my time to inflict all the damage
Some indescribable pain

Heart beating, last cry
Anticipating what I have in mind
Lick my lips, an approach to you
With undeniable ****ing hate

My undying addiction
How were you the last to know?
You brought this on yourself
Now you're the next in line to see all that I've become
Confessions of hatred

One day I'll become whole again, till then, I'll just remember
I thought you understood being misunderstood
How wrong was I to think you ever would?
One day I'll become whole again, whole again

My undying addiction
I never thought you'd be the last to know
You brought this all on yourself now
You will be the next in line to see all that I've become
Victim till your last breath, all the hope is gone
Confessions of hatred, I'll show you pain