Lord Knows

Only lord knows
You say you tired and you sick of shit
If you pack your bags and leave
Don't come back again
I ain't down for the pain and emotional thrills
I mix between Xan', molly, and Percocets
Only lord know
You said you ridin wit me
You said you down look in my eyes
Tell me what changed
No need to pretend
My name in the system
Federal reserve always checking in n my check they garnishing it
Lord knows
I'm on the push da shit beyond
My limits
Strike up a match
About to blow up any minute
Only lord know
The pain the struggle
Only lord know
The pain the struggle
I see between the love and the hate
And my heart sensitive
Tryin to stay together
Trying to do better
I don't need no negative
You cant spot me
2 am I'm hungry
On my way to Dennsi leaving the studio
On the phone with Riki
She telling me she active
She got the Pac
I tell her pull up
I got swizzers I'm on the Actavis
About to throw up
Feelin fabulous
Accomplished all I imagined
Feeling untouchable
Tryin to feel the wind on my face
Can't feel my face yeah these pills got me numb
I cant feel my fuckin face
Tryin to feel the grace
Only lord knows
You say you tired and you sick of shit
If you pack your bags and leave
Don't come back again
I ain't down for the pain and emotional thrills
I mix between Xan', molly, and Percocets
Only lord know
You said you ridin' wit me
You said you down look in my eyes
Tell me what changed
No need to pretend
My name in the system
Federal reserve always checking in n my check they garnishing it
Lord knows
I'm on the push da shit beyond my limits
Strike up a match
About to blow up any minute
Only lord know
The pain the struggle
Only lord know
The pain the struggle
We all know the system
Aint made for niggas to be great
I remember prayin' On this shit
I remember prelaying for the chance to do this shit
He gave the strength to work for it
I'm tryin to get a crib for my moms with a fuckin maid picket fence and the Ocean view
Runnin a block with my dawgs that's deep love
These hoes hang around, loving the crew
We taking risks every day
Just to survive this livin'
Keep your mouth shut
Its risky business,
Lord knows id prayed on my sin
I repented for this…
Only lord knows
You say you tired and you sick of shit
If you pack your bags and leave
Don't come back again
I ain't down for the pain and emotional thrills
I mix between Xan' molly and Percocets
Only lord know
How long I been down with this shit
Sticking to me won't go away like a fuckin Disease
How you clame to be you a friend
But you lookin' like da enemies
Enemy of my enemy
Always a friend to me
You said you ridin' wit me
You said you down look in my eyes
Tell me what changed
Only lord know the pain and struggle