on me

i watch your life fade through the great vine
while you getting old & it’s hurts
cause you loved me when i need that and you stayed around when it’s worse
and it took a while but i see it now so im praying on that i’ll learn
how to let go of them old times yes we’ll move on on this earth

you gave me life and you gave me more i’m so grateful that i’m blessed
w a real one with a big heart that’ll push on when depressed **
that’ll push on with no rest
that’ll give love to what’s dead
that’ll give love to the not enough that always do it her best

but then there’s me
i was a product of peace
but came out so wild and free
i need you to see
that all of the trauma im having
was never because of you please
i need you to see
the life that i’ve chosen to life are the reason that i’m never clean
its in how i think
lit’s taking my dreams
i need you to see
i know it’s on me
i know it’s on me

it seem like i’m running like i gotta the answer
but i gotta question the way that i live
take on the pain that be coming from choices im making the ones that i’ll never forget
like making you have the regrets
i hope i can earn your respect
i hope i can make up for all of the trauma i’ve caused you to stay in your head

i know you
gon say it’s fine
but you can state that truth
that it’s not alright
you can tell me how
in the year he died
you had to see me locked
had to say goodbye
you had to watch your son
go from school to drugs
go from life so good to it not enough
go to bills to big so he turned the plug
but that’s not you cause you gave me love

imma make this right
imma make shit straight
for the day you leave
for the day you fade
imma show you how
imma show you change
when i take my life
to the place you’d pray
and now all that’s wrong
that is all on me
and im sorry that paps
had to rest in peace
that i’ve caused you stress
and i’ve made you bleed
but i see clear now
that it’s all on me
on me
i know it’s on me
(on me)
i know it’s one me

love a bond that connects two people that cannot be broken
truth a lie that we tell ourselves to hide
peace a project of all the pain we pushed away when we were kids
and loss a feeling that no one should ever feel

love a bond that connects two people that cannot be broken
truth a line we tell ourselves to hide
peace a project of all the pain we pushed away when we were kids
and loss a feeling that no one should ever feel