Same Four Walls

From the same four walls
From the same four walls
From the same four walls
From the same four walls

I wish this house was much bigger
Or that this basement I live in felt more like home
Live underground and I’m bitter
I don’t respect my step siblings, I’m on my own
These days, it’s whatever they say goes
My mother can’t say no
And knew the one not asked was me
Excluded from the gatherings

Stuck in the same four walls
But I don’t feel safe at all
Love that feels fake looks false
Love that feels fake looks false
Stuck in the same four walls
But I don’t feel safe at all
Love that feels fake looks false
Love that feels fake looks false

Am I just crazy or is momma blind?
Cash I’ve been saving, but I pay with time
Have to find a place that I can call mine, searching
Need to, but I’m not working, they shut it down
Twelve hundred dollars will not keep me alive
No one’s here save me, but I needed to survive
My whole life I was lazy, stress broke my spine
Posture slowly on decline
Not sure what’s wrong with my mind

Dark thoughts on a late night
Start the car, take a late drive
Can’t stay in a straight line
What’s life worth? Can you save mine?
So high, peep the hang time
So high I hear grapevines
So high when I realized
This ain’t the life I saw at age nine

So what would he say if he saw this?
Would he live his life with more caution?
Say no to the fun he was offered?
Or see me as a role model
Who went and called himself Apollo,
Broke every rule they said follow,
Met a Spanish girl to tell te amo?
And what would she say if she saw this?
Taught me love, then I lost it
High as fuck, living dishonest
Would she see this and take back her promise
That maybe if we’re just patient
And it’s meant to be, we can reclaim it?
Said the future’s what we make it
And time is ours for the taking

I’m holding onto those words
And wait though I know I’ll get hurt
In love, though I know it’s absurd
'Cause I lost you
Can’t ask, but I have to be sure
If that’s you in my dreams, I’m in yours
If you ever feel you need more,
Then I got you

From the same four walls
From the same four walls
From the same four walls
From the same four walls
(Stuck in the same four walls
But I don’t feel safe at all
Love that feels fake looks false
Love that feels fake looks false
Stuck in the same four walls
I don’t feel safe at all
Love that feels fake looks false
Love that feels fake looks false
Stuck in the same four walls)