Look Up

Yeah, I’m lonely but alive
Had to give me some time, yeah
Had to give me some time
Had to get peace of mind
20 weeks spent confined, why?
Oh, how I missed sunshine
Yeah, yeah

Fourteen, made my first song, yeah
8 years later, I’m on, yeah
6-day weeks feel long, yeah
But I make more money than mom, yeah
Don’t feel like I belong here
So in one year, I’ll be gone, yeah
Yeah, yeah

Had to budget for more rent
Ain’t sleeping in your bed
A house is how you support friends
Angel’s kiss on my forehead
The lord said, “This boy’s chosen
To hold this gift I bestowed him”
Rotoscope all the moments
And stories that you tell your kids

Had to give me some time, yeah
Had to give me some time
Happy that we survived
Smile when I’m outside, why?
Oh, how I missed sunshine
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, I’m lonely but alive
Had to give me some time, yeah
Had to give me some time
Had to get green, provide
100’s hit like clear skies, why?
Oh, how I missed sunshine
Yeah, yeah

Seeing her in that lingerie, girl
Made me think of you
Life’s good, but it’s not the same, girl
I begin anew
Switches flipped
I planned out my whole week and then the next 56
I lived out all my dreams and I felt the biggest shift
I cannot reminisce and I cannot turn back

‘Cause I’ve never been this focused
A new mindset that I woke with
Sick of feeling unnoticed
And so caught up in my own shit
Made mistakes but I owned it
And pulled myself from my lowest
Yeah, yeah
So if this it,
The moment that I grow up, let go of the kid within
Make a song everyday and start up my businesses,
I cannot reminisce and I cannot turn back

Yeah, I’m lonely but alive
Had to give me some time, yeah
Had to give me some time
Had to get peace of mind
Smile when I’m outside, why?
Oh, how I missed sunshine
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, I’m lonely but alive
Had to give me some time, yeah
Had to give me some time
Happy that we survived
Come see .SELF sing live, lights
Oh, how I missed sunshine
Yeah, yeah