2019

Time moves too fast
Four years since my first album and I'm still here making tracks
Still I keep bearing my soul, I keep honing my skills, and promoting my craft
But sometimes I sit in the studio wondering how much longer it'll last
Built up this image I saw in myself as a wall and now I'm feeling trapped
Smoking alone, fill the hole inside me with the blunts that I puff, never pass
Know that I'm living a life that will never make sense to my mom and my dad
Feel like I just keep outgrowing the home that I'm in and to which I'm attached
I need to grow up a little, want better for me because I feel unhappy

Still just sitting in this studio hoping my future's brighter than my past
Back when I was just a shadow, we both had mutual friend I would smash
I know that I was a dog how I did her and thought that you'd never call back
Never thought I'd ever see you again but you popped up while swiping through apps
So thinking back to when you'd pull up at work and I'd smile, knew I had to have you
We would all hang out and drink so I knew I'd be better for you than your last dude
Plus I knew we were both artists ‘cause I'm making music and you're making tattoos
But you had a kid and I'm just a kid, so I can't be a dad, that's the sad truth
Still I pursued you, I swear that this shit was all fated the way that it happened
cll of my friends just kept wondering why I was silent when they were all laughing
I was busy contemplating the thought of just letting go of the past tense
Being a dad, never had kids but I fell for you both with a passion
It was over for me
Counting the years I'd been feeling lonely
Within one second, it changed and my home became three
So on Fourth of July, I asked you for forever with me

Give me some time
Just give me some time
Oh oh
Give me some time
Give me some time