Every Night This Week

Every night this week I've cried
Don't know why
I feel so down right now but I think I'm fine
Wanna go outside and get on with life
So many things to do I forget that I
Am just trying to connect myself
To you and you and you and you and everyone
And I get so lonely
In a house full of people
House full of friends

Trying to pretend that I can find the words
To tell you that my feelings hurt
And every night, and every day
I pray that you're okay

Every night this week I lie
Just getting high
Only way I can stop these things going through my mind
I can't hide 'cause they ask me why
I just hate to admit these things, I feel I've lied
This isn't me, not my vibe
They say I've had a tough year
So caring and kind

What did I do, what did I do
To deserve you
I love you, goodnight