Delusional thinking
Verse 1:
I'm living the poor mans dream
A family
A grade 12 graduation
An Education
And income assistan'
Sons father was built off
Tragedy this was my reality
Now he got an abusive
Anger filled mentality
9 years old is how ol
I was when I saw myself
In the mirror with blood pouring
Down my wrists
I remember growing up to
Drug addicted parents
Out on 32846 14th avenue
Apartment 201 where it all
Begun
I guess my mum
Wasn't really thinking
All to clearly
I guess I was to busy
Drinking
Only alcohol abuse
I be doing is
Self-opinion
Make me lie to myself
And lie to people around me
Just because I believe what is
To be Just
At this time I was 15
3 plus 2 man I must be losing
My shit
I am making a conspiracy
Like Illuminati linking threes
With everything I do in life
Chorus 1:
Oh my god
I can't believe
It what it is I am doing
Now
Looking around while I am
Sleeping awake
See only black shadows in
Front of me
Really I'm just looking at myself
And don't realize the
Darkness in me personally
Delusions x4
Verse 2:
I am hallucinating
Swallowing death for breakfast
I digest its bones
Hearing cellular death tones
Cardiopulmonary arrest
I just felt something explode
In my chest I ain't
A Marine
With an alien
In my chest
I am a boy
With delusional thoughts
And found myself
Being left with stress
Thoughts of death
And murder depress
My mind I express
My hardships and no
One can relate I
Find
As a bear on the force
Thinking no remorseful
Thoughts I can only
Think what they would think of
An unremorseful cop
Who would not stop
At the thought
Of every person
Being shot
Like a dictator
Call me a hater
Call me the fader
I am deaths crusader
I don't need to see any
Paper I only need to see
Pussy labor and a dream
I think all these thoughts
Lead to requiem
Chorus 2:
Your delusional
Delusional x4
Brain contusions
Have magnetic pulls
Brain contusions only
Happen to fools
Slain confusions
I drop my tools
Wilson is in the madhouse
Yet again
Lock me up with
My parents
Lock me up without
The key and now
Watch it go up in
Flames like my
Native ancestry x 2
