Concept of Gawd

Verse:
Con cept no shunning
I'm a stunning individual
God if your real i got the key
To my own salvation I've been
This lucky begrudgingly
Judging me bitch where the fux
Were you when i was 13 where was the promise
Of eternal heaven extended hands brother
You should have seven wanna know why I'm so
Mad cause you wrote me off as job
I had a girlfriend to look after who
Couldn't handle strobe lights we were good
Till that one night I've had a son never bought
A gun haven't had suicidal thoughts since
I was 16 years old that's 6 years ago how come
I'm not melting I'm so fuxing pissed
Off at my parents i should be in a
Melting pot maybe i grew up questioning
Everything and tryna fux
Half the bitches i saw in life on
Sight were just animals after all
Like i said I'm insane but sane to every psychiatrist meet up with they understand my life story why don't you this is one of the reasons i don't wanna get involved

Smoke weed
Fux bitches
Drink coffee my
Knuckles dry and
Bloody punching bag in
Front of me x 6