Lockjaw

This our demise
Sever my eyes
Covered in lies
Old soul, won't ever seem to die
Flies hover around my body
Can hear the cries of everybody
Antichrist embodied
Road ahead is rocky
Stitches in my lips
I happen to catch a glimpse of my fate
The ship has tipped, and I watch as the blood drips
My conscious slips
Eclipse outside, the sunlight dims
I never could build a bridge
Watching my peers all live a happy life while I wander alone in the mist
I'll never be missed
I'm pissed I'm back in the cycle, while they live in bliss
Bring up my problems, but nobody cares, they don't understand what's all at risk
Got a list of a few that I wanna put down
Yelling and screaming, but don't make a sound
All of my friends end up dead in the ground, and I hate all you fuckers
I don't want this crown
Lock me up and throw away the key
Only way that I can finally get some fucking sleep
I'm ready to take a leap
So weak, I weep all week, then I'm back on my feet
Figures in dark only speaking in Greek
Found out the words, but won't ever speak