Panic

My minds racing again, but I can feel it turning
And I think it wants me dead cause it's not stopping
Maybe if I wait, you'll hear me calling
But I can't seem to speak at all

But I want this, can't turn back now
And I won't let me ruin this for myself

Crawling out of the ground I can hear you breathing
Racing down my back I can feel your listening
And just like a child I'm a mess but I can see you need me
So don't let me fall down till the whole worlds with me

Now I'm
Stuck driving again back to where it started
And I'm bringing my mistakes like he would've wanted
But you still know me
That I've been moving on
They throw things at me
But I find a way to take them on

I'm reaching out to you trying to hold onto something
I'm reaching out my hand, don't ever let me go