Killing Egos (feat. QUEEN OMARA)

I was snacked on by a mind that tacked on
More and more goals
Till my soul was in the low's
So I took a step, decided to sing from the chest
That's the quest
Take me off this ride
Unhappy all the time
Don't want you in my life
It's time to say goodbye
Built myself up, found a way
But I lost it
Diving so deep in a game
I need oxygen
Tossing and turning I'm losing my mind
Resting in peace
Till I'm born again
I knew I'd freeze up
Seize up
Like the engine of the Camry she loved
I often find I'm stuck
Turtled up, dumbstruck
But I found a choice
Find my voice
Or lay here and rejoice
In the dreams that I refuse to act on
How could I be so heartless, shit
I'm at this again
And damn, do I have friends
Tell me when this shit gone end
It's causing me stress, it's pain in my chest
Can I love myself
Wait a minute
Sometimes I need rest, but I can't reset
And you say I need help, god damn it
Fluoxetine dripping from glass ceilings
Perpetuating illusions, suppressing feelings
All for one, armor gleaming with shine
Will make you blind, but it's rusty inside
Nowhere to hide
Self-made, self-taught, self-paid
Isolated from the source of creation
A damn shame
Slaying the dragon, despite the pain
That's maddening, I sustain the grip
On what I know to be real
It's time to kill
The image, the ego, the id
Prerequisite demise
The one condition to live
Take me off this ride
Unhappy all the time
Don't want you in my life
It's time to say goodbye