I'd Rather Be Living

I'm done sleep walking with a blank stare
I'm waking up from this nightmare
I'm done hanging on to the tightrope
Wanna look down and not feel scared

Got skeletons locked in the closet
Monsters underneath my bed
Fear is the worst kind of liar
You can't believe a word it says

Everybody's gonna feel it
Sometimes
And if you let it it'll kill you
But what a waste of life

I'd rather be living
Got a million reasons why
I'd rather be living
You can't say I never tried
I might hit a brick wall, end up in a free fall
I'm rolling the dice, might lose it all
But I'd rather be living
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

I'm done getting knocked out the saddle
Yeah, I'm back in the battle
I'm done running from my own shadow
'Cause it's only a shadow

Even when I'm barely breathing
It's alright
I'm a comeback kind of fighter
'Till the day I die

I'd rather be living
Got a million reasons why
I'd rather be living
You can't say I never tried
I might hit a brick wall, end up in a free fall
I'm rolling the dice, might lose it all
But I'd rather be living
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

If it don't take your breath away
If it don't make your heartbeat race
Then you don't know what it feels like
To be alive

If it don't leave you screaming "wait"
And make you wanna pump the breaks
Then you don't know what it feels like
To be alive

I'd rather be living
Got a million reasons why
I'd rather be living
You can't say I never tried
I might hit a brick wall, end up in a free fall
I'm rolling the dice, might lose it all
But I'd rather be living
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

If it don't take your breath away
If it don't make your heartbeat race
Then you don't know what it feels like
To be alive

If it don't leave you screaming "wait"
And make you wanna pump the breaks
Then you don't know what it feels like
And you don't know what it feels like