Cold nights
Sleeping cold nights in December
It was about a month I remember
Me and her were talking, thought I was contender
I told that girl how I felt
She told me I'm not an option on the shelf
She said that I'm focusing on myself
Baby I'm sorry I thought I would help
Daddy said he ain't believe in me
Momma said go to school, get a degree from me
Shout out Kevin, he always supported me
Bitches be fucking me mentally
Shout out Eddie, he helping me mentally
I'm going up like еventually
Josh said keep on going you're meant to bе
Shout out my brother big Okla
I was a young jit sipping soda
He called me lil wheezy because they would know us
Now I'm making music
Okla he done knew it
He told me he like what I'm doing
Shout out Okla, he the truest
Yeah, I'm still going through the same shit
I gotta stop stressing bout dumb shit
Cause that shit really hurt you
No, I didn't want to hurt you
Baby, you know that you hurt me
Yeah, I was on your page, I was lurking
I gotta stop doing that shit cause it's hurting
Daddy act like he ain't doing no wrong
He's the main reason I'm making this song
Remember the days when I wish he was gone
Remember the days when that shit was going on
Remember you was on the floor with my aunt
You were drinking too much and that shit was beyond
Worst part is that's what you still on
You told everyone that I was wasting my time
Ima hit me a milli' one day it'll be mine
My daddy still drinking like all the damn time
That's shit it really be fucking my mind
Cause my daddy act like everything is fine
He said he would stop but that shit ain't decline
Can't believe I forgave you for all these damn times
Sleeping cold nights in December
It was about a month I remember
Me and her were talking, thought I was contender
I told that girl how I felt
She told me I'm not an option on the shelf
She said that I'm focusing on myself
Baby I'm sorry I thought I would help
