Need You

Am I even human
I’m not even used to this no more
Is it that I need you
Cause I’m better than I was before
One time for the nights that I spent on this shit
One time for nights where I dreamt for a hit
Won’t happen overnight but I sorta wish it did
I don’t know what’ll happen but i sorta wish I did
Anything that happens got my headphones so it’s all good
Put em on block it out, listen to em I should
Truth be told I don’t know what I would
Do if I didn’t have it yeah it's never understood
I write and it’s the truth that’s why I’m different than most
When I say I’m up at 3AM it ain’t to boast
It Shows I got determination different than most
And I Won’t Sleep any sooner till I’m streamed on each coast
Put the work in, put the heart in man i hope it’s enough
I Do everything to get and you know that’s it’s tough
But You Playing hard to get and I’m hopeless in love
With the music and the views I Pray to god I don’t loose
Am I even human
I’m not even used to this no more
Is it that I need you
Cause I’m better than I was before
Is it that I need you, is it that I bleed you
Is it that I think about you every single night for the past years
And I can always always hear you,you always inside my ears
And I’m Not sure how to word it, but is it really worth it
Is it really worth all the fights and the rain
And I hope that we work out I don’t know what I’ll do if we don’t
Almost ended it before but I won’t
Tell me Who will listen to my words if it ain’t you
Truth be told I’m sorry but I love and I hate you
Cause you let others succeed, never me
So I tried to replace you but it just ain’t you
See my at my worst and you’ll see me at my best
Momma always said to forget about the rest
Take what you have and just put it to the test
Don’t know what we are are but I have you in my chest
Am I even human
I’m not even used to this no more
Is it that I need you
Cause I’m better than I was before