Fathers

Cause ever since my grandpa died I haven't been the same
I've been livin through my sorrows and just countin down my days
Lately have more lows than highs I pray that it'll change
But until then I'm chasing money fillin up the bank

Wish I had spent more time just so I could know you more
And It's too late to get answers since now you're long and gone
Was childish as fuck but I miss you every day and mourn
Those three days that led your death, your mental was reborn
Told me stories you were small and lost your closest friend
Bullet to his stomach he was shot down by the french
Who knew someone so young would have such a tragic end
Nowadays it seems like dying young is a trend

Cause ever since my grandpa died I haven't been the same
I've been livin through my sorrows and just countin down my days
Lately have more lows than highs I pray that it'll change
Until then I'm chasing money fillin up the bank

It's depressing
I still sleep in your room
Cut contact when you entered your tomb
Like I was supposed to die in a womb
Escaped a few times from our doom
But this was really the end of your time
Outlived all odds even after your crime
Against the norm, sentenced 45
Went through 6 months and you was fine
You was gone and I came back
Stronger than ever watch my back
Taught me so much, aim for racks
Snakes in the grass, i'll never lack
Talkin so much I don't listen
Stop actin like other children
Cherishin life that's a given
RIP Judo that I'm missing

I'm so
I'm lost
Come back
I miss you
Come back
So lost
So lost
So lost
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back