Special

I'm waiting on something
Something I know will never come
But I keep on hoping
Cause I know how I just hold on
See the world's gone crazy
But I'm still here strumming my guitar
Should I let go now?
Maybe I've taken this too far

Somebody told me
I could be anything I want
But why would they do that?
Why would they build my hopes up

Ahhhhh
I could've been content
Instead I always want more than I got
And now I'm getting scared
That I was never special after all

Dear little Sahara
Sorry it's taking me so long
Just know I'm still trying
But everything's harder than I thought
Maybe I'm just crazy
I really thought that I could be someone
Should I let go now
Maybe I've taken this too far

Somebody told me
I could be anything I want
But why would they do that?
Why would they build my hopes up

Ahhhhh
I could've been content
Instead I always want more than I got
And now I'm getting scared
That I was never special after all

I still don't understand
I had masterplan
It was gold, it was gold
I'm holdin on to sand
It's slipping through my hands
I'm getting old, I'm getting old, I'm getting old

Ahhhhh
I could've been content
Instead I always want more than I got
And now I'm getting scared
That I was never special after all
It's really hard to say
But maybe I will never be the one
Now I guess I know
That I was never special after all