Swan Song

It's been a long road
Through a cold dark lonely soul
I shouldn't be the one you feel for
Mama said I'm not here no more
I fell asleep in my own head I woke up in my own bed
I just wanted beautiful thoughts
I said don't fear I'll always stand right here
With my cigarette stained lip gloss

I felt the burns on my skin from my past
They hurt even more when I realized they were my last
I used to wish for a marriage and children to carry
But that dream seems so far gone all these thoughts are really scary
I found the love that I longed for
But that love is now long gone
I searched further and harder and found you were my swan song
You were my everything but not my breath to breathe
But that doesn't mean I didn't sink when I watched you leave

The way you laid me down that night
I knew something wasn't right
I let you break my bones
Throw me in that river flow
I know you will miss these days
You will miss my pretty face
The way that my perfume stays
The way that I always say
Hey dear I love you
Hey I am here for you
Hey I will fight for you
Baby I would die for you
All the things you never do
All the things you never do
All the things you never do