Abandoned

Saying that you love me
Is just another way of telling me that you'll hurt me
I hate that I'm messed up from the past
People have burdened me

People have hurted me
Desserted me
Made me feel worthless

Left out in the cold is not a feeling that is wanted
But just another feeling stuck with me bc I'm haunted
By ghost that's a reminder of why I can feel unwanted
Even if you telling me that you still fucking want me

Do you still fucking want me
Is this rly what you wanted
Hmmm

And you take part of the blame so that I don't feel crazy
You make it better for me
You try baby
You're trying to save me

And I can't process the love that you're trying to give me
You mad at me cause my heart
Boy that's crazy
It's so fucking crazy
And I still feel unwanted

I do
I do
By you
By everyone

I hate I'm insecure
Because I seek love in others
And I still feel unwanted