Suffer From Success

Suffer from success like when your girl wants too much sex
Like who am I impressing and lately why have I been stressing
Looking in the mirror but I don't see my own reflection
Wrote my wrongs but I know that I'm still in need of some correction
Never aimed at perfection but it's my best I attempted
Not the type to get tempted by those who copy my methods
On this train of thought but don't know where I should get off
Finally being found made me realize I was lost
So what is the concept when your memory's so foggy that your past is forgotten
And the music is the only thing that you can go sought in
In the studio as usual while breaking my crocs in
I apologize just know that I tried
The pain in your eyes got me traumatized
Got me mesmerized every time you cry
Go ahead and slide baby one more time
She can't hold her self accountable
Meat eater like a cannibal no Hannibal
Slurp it like a Danimal turnt an animal
It's criminal all of my my tunes they be original
You a baboon how you can't comprehend all of these syllables
I just prove my point and she hops back to me like spoink
Time keeps passing by so I'm just passing on this joint
Bothered by my past but I won't fall into the void
Tired of all the games yet treat shit like it is a toy
And that's my problem how it hurts to be honest
But at least I got the guts to say I broke our lil promise
Now she cussing and shouting
Hear her cry from the mountain
We both is toxic lovers how could not see this would happen
This that toxic love
We're each other's drug
Both can't get enough
No place left to run
Keeping shit in motion but it's got me feeling hopeless
Trying to disappear what's the word hocus pocus
Stuck in my brain got our love on replay
Trying to find better days but I love when it rains
I be in it like a trojan trying to live within the moment
Finding better ways of coping and cut out the smoking potent
I'm aware of my flaws like shouldn't we all
Been upon the rise but never ready for the fall
People switching like the seasons but I use it to find meaning
She be acting like a demon but this dope dick what she fiending
She be fiending for me but still down for the team
Seems like our lil situation just ain't what it seems
Now she's popping a bean
Not one or two and she past three
What do it do like damn what is the use
Growing farther from each other and closer to abuse
Even if our world is crashing down your the one I'll choose
Just know I'd take your pain away if I can walk while in your shoes
And that is truth
I'm just trying to heal you even if it ain't within our rules
Done with the abuse trying to win instead of lose
But it feels like I would lose if I can't hold right onto you
And I know your feel the same
Just don't blame me for your anguish and your pain
That all changed once I finally found my way
So if I make a promise just know I'll take it to the grave
Sade can be a lot of things but Sade cannot be fake