ROLLING IN MY GRAVE

Feels like, the darkness caves in as soon as I feel light
Sometimes, I feel my life's a silent suicide
And if I die, before I wake
Just know that I don't have a soul to take
Think I'm not okay, drinking everyday just to numb my pain
Cause I cant feel love, and I'm not who I was
I think I'm going insane, and I cant, be tamed
I think I'm not okay
Feels like I'm rolling in my grave
Its hard to love when everybody's lying to your face
I sold my soul cause it gets in the way
Cant take no more but do it anyways
Fuck
And I'm not okay, wasted everyday just to numb my pain
and I don't feel love cause I'm not who I was
I think I'm going insane, and I cant, be saved
I think I'm not okay
Feels like I'm rolling in my grave
I love to fantasize a life where its okay, just to sit around and love you everyday
Self destruction in five
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