real life

I don't know what to do
Thought I'd figured it out at 22
Bored as shit, but I'm good at it
Only here for the dental insurance

Pretty sure nobody here likes me
Least what I gather from the anxiety
4 years of college and a 30k life
For podcasts and emails until I die

But I hope I do believe
I cannot be the only one feeling this
Right
Is this really real life

I miss the train
I'll go back soon
Ride to work
Fill up on my doom
So much to loathe from a blank page of white
If I have to look at another screen
I'll surely die

But I hope I do believe
I cannot be the only one feeling this
Right
Is this really real life

Is this really real life
Is this really real life
Is this really my life