Escapes

As my tears roll down
As I reach the bottom
Transient state, turn into someone else
As a burning flame that's boilin' in my brain

As I struggle to keep it quiet
As I long for infinite space
Beauty of the cry, cruelty of the fight
Constant racin' all around my mind

I'm looking for escapes
Never thought I could
Fall so deep as l am

So stop, stop calling me out
Oh stop, stop tearing me down
Cause I can't take it anymore
When it gets, gets too hard to make sense
Oh when, when I focus on the pain
When I fall down anyway

When the tension gets too much
And fills the empty space 'cause
The quiet can get noisy sometimes you know

Fueling the fire until it combusts
Surrounding my brain 'til it won't stand a chance
Counting seconds 'til I find my escapes

I'm reaching for somethin'
Never thought I would
Fall so deep as I am

So stop, stop calling me out
Oh stop, stop tearing me down
'Cause I can't take it anymore
When it gets, gets too hard to make sense
Oh when, when I focus on the pain
When I fall down anyway

Constantly overthinkin' keeps me from livin'
Scratches and scratches of faces, of words and phrases
Keep comin' and goin' but never really leave
Why feel empty when I'm complete?
Constantly overthinking keeps me from livin'
Scratches and scratches of faces, of words and phrases
Keep comin' and goin' but never really leave
Why feel empty when I'm complete?

As my tears roll down
As I reach the bottom
Transient state, turning into someone else
As a burning flame that's tormentin' my brain