pain killer

Saturate
Makes me saturate
But it's complicated
I'm not feeling great
Saturday
Feels like saturday
Has another shape
I can't calculate
All the shit I want to say to you
How I meditate
When you're in my room
I can't touch your face
'Cause you're not really there
Feeling screwed
Just feeling how I should
But I am also just feeling useless
I'm not feeling good
Feeling good, so
So I medicate
Don't tell me I should not medicate
I do my best not to go insane
But it's in my head
Feels like I'm winning a losing game
Too complicated to understand
Feels like I'm the only one to play
And it's getting late
Don't put that piece of love in your plate
Please don't swallow if you ever taste
I think it's better to suffocate
Now you chose your fate
I can't help it now I hesitate
Maybe you'll care if I kill myself
Even though you have a pretty face girl
It does not feel safe
I can't help myself
I feel saturated
Oh, yes I feel saturated
I'm not feeling great