4. Myself
[Hook]x2
Cuz I
Have seen
The worst
Of myself
But I know
I can
Convert
For my health
[Verse 1]
After dropping all the play around
Ive never seen myself so down
I can not let these thoughts come drown
I'm damned if I ever do
But lately I let myself down
Gave my moms and pops both frowns
Tryna go and chase the crown
Im damned if I ever dont
Not doing good in school
And Im not going to college
All because I persue
What they assume is impossible and far fetched
Im a target of what should not succeed
But I proceed expressing feelings
Let the words come out my teeth
And see how a nigga feeling
My mind is what I read and is the source of all my lyrics
Hitting spirits showing life so yall can see where it all shifted
Won't be fucking bitches and getting money
Thats not me
I can't have sex without feeling
Yeah
Im probably a softy
But I got hands like a boxer
So dont you dare come and touch me
Because Ill show you some boxing
Not swinging
And hoping for a fist to land
It will be a nice and persice Fury
Straight along with stance
I got hands but can't dance
But Ima go commence
Into a different fucking topic
Im on it, getting hardened like onix
I tried to stop smoking chronic
I Had a streak and then lossed it
It helped me prosper And lose the thoughts of offing myself
The world is getting darker and I need some good wealth
But a rich spirit
To keep my ass lifted
Yeah its all about the music but the feelings haave shifted
And I'm feeling HALF splited
I dont see the pigment in everything I use to see
And thats when you know that your mental, trying to deceive
Thats when I BLOW all sentimental and try to perceive
A different way of life, something different to believe
So Im picking up the mic, and showing all of my beliefs
Not a moment to say sike, thats what throws what I reedem
Something Bookie tells me and something that I gotta SEE
So I can't play around, I think thats whats stopping ME
Yeah
I can't play around that is what is stopping me
[Hook]x2
Cuz I
Have seen
The worst
Of myself
But I know
I can
Convert
For my health
