Change Everything

Ever since I could remember I was different
Different clothes different hair
Different religion different pigment
It made me question many things bout myself
Like would a be a lil happier being anyone else
Remember the holiday times and all the sadness I felt
Watching kids open their gifts
Moving that elf on the shelf
Passing the turkey across the table
Listening to all the fables
Coming from the tv screen wishing I was somewhere else
But I'm not
Tired of feeling I was left here to rot
Ik I can do way better and who's to say that I'm not
And I admit that I don't make the best decisions
That's why when I screw up the cuts are deeper than incisions
And I keep running it back and now I'm stuck inside this prison
Looking outside at the world with the feeling that I'm missing
Out on what could've been or am I just tripping
Like something gotta be missing

If I could change anything
If I could change anything
If I could change anything
I would change everything
Yea I know, yea I know
If I could change anything
If I could change anything
If I could change anything
I would change everything
Yea I know, yea I know

Let's get it
Man let me evolve
Everyone round was looking at me like a star
Only I didn't see it
And I let it build up and almost brought to my dissolve
And I felt defeated
Cuz some people really saw me as so underpar
But I didnt need em
I was my help all along
They ain't answer the call so I rung up god
Put me in a box I broke down the walls
They call me odd and I beat the odds
They could never break me or my guard
I hear em talking yea that's just publicity
I cannot fathom why someone would envy me
Not in the position to even belittle me
In the same boats so you gonna swim with me
When it come down to it
Word to ye man Screams from the haters really got a nice sound to it
My brother told me I could take over guess I just never got around to it
Was in a weird place but I searched deep came back and I found music
I don't clout chase they know I'm the real
If I can't do it then my brother will
I won't live my life going check to check
I need to put more than love in my wheel
I can't live my life too fast
If they ain't with me too bad
I ain't ever miss out
No more fantasizing time to live it out

If I could change anything
If I could change anything
If I could change anything
I wouldn't change a thing
Let's go
If I could change anything
If I could change anything
If I could change anything
I wouldn't change a thing
Let's go