I Loved You
[Verse 1]
I knew you for such a long time
Why did our connection die
How could this happen, why oh why
We started things out rough and dry
Our adventures make me cry
Our ride lifted to the sky
I never wanted to say bye
We were always like two peas in a pod
You were a goddess, meanwhile I was god
What happened to make our friendship flawed
Our close bond felt longer than Belgrade
Even if I thought you were a bit odd
To me you were never a fucking fraud
I cannot deny that you had hurt me before
But I never had the heart to show you the door
I could kill myself if I thought you were a whore
If only I could hold you close by the seashore
If anybody hurt you I would call it war
If I did the same I would call it civil war
I said I would always be there, I even swore
[Chorus]
I'm really sorry for breaking my promise
I wasn't a believer, just like Thomas
I couldn't even stay with you until August
It was really fucking hard to be honest
I admit was never perfect or flawless
Sometimes I'd care much more about my comic
But in the end I would always astonish
[Verse 2]
I'm sorry for the way I treated you
I never saw it from your point of view
I was stuck to you just like super glue
But also as fragile as Elmer Glue
It doesn't change the fact that I loved you
It doesn't change the fact that I miss you
It doesn't change that i wanna help you
You told me you had a rough life
I wanted to get a sharp knife
I wanted to take down the strife
I wanna look into your eyes
Celebrate one two three four five
Was never fine, wouldn't win the fight
I hate myself, I'm one you hate
I was honestly glad that you were there
I was really glad, it wasn't a dare
I wanted you in my arms, said in prayer
I really thought we'd make the worlds best pair
Maybe god wanted this to go nowhere
My ignorance was my krypto, right there
Now I'm breathing cruel and empty air
[Chorus]
I'm really sorry for breaking my promise
I wasn't a believer, just like Thomas
I couldn't even stay with you until August
It was really fucking hard to be honest
I admit was never perfect or flawless
Sometimes I'd care much more about my comic
But in the end I would always astonish
[Verse 3]
How many times did I simply turn a blind eye?
How many times was I really the shitty guy?
How many times did I not wipe your cold tears dry?
How many times did I hardly, barely scrape by
How many times did I just treat you like a fly
How many times did I just fail to satisfy
I really loved you, but I wasn't no wise guy
I just fluttered away just like a butterfly
If I could just have you back, I'd thank the heavens
I would be with you, all the way to eleven
Together we would fucking destroy the devil
Together we would increase our love level
Just think about it, do it for a brief second
Tell me, girl, now wouldn't that just be fucking pleasant
I just wanna take your hand and be your present
But it's too late now, you're gone forever
I won't forgive myself, never ever
I'll feel as broken as Phillips Trevor
This is all just a useless endeavor
You wouldn't wanna come back whatsoever
Please prove me wrong and I'll learn my error
I want a second chance to find the treasure
[Chorus]
I'm really sorry for breaking my promise
I wasn't a believer, just like Thomas
I couldn't even stay with you until August
It was really fucking hard to be honest
I admit was never perfect or flawless
Sometimes I'd care much more about my comic
But in the end I would always astonish
[Verse 4]
I'm on my knees, begging for forgiveness
I would love you from summer to Christmas
There's even more than that, you're the witness!
I'm sorry if I was ever viscous
My goal to reconnect is ambitious
But if I can do it, please call Guinness
Just give me a medal and a minute
In 2021, bitch I'm fearless
