​​a familiar feeling

[Verse]
Just gotta slow it down, terrified of the future
Scrape my brain, try to pull it out (Try to pull it out)
I can't escape the doubt
And I'm running from the past
Dug a hole straight into the ground
It always hits me when I lie down
I've been way too distant
I don't know who's on my side now (On my side now)
I've seen it a million times now
I've mastered descension
Strapping in and take a ride down (Take a ride down)
Learned it all the hard way
I just keep my mouth shut
All feels way too hard to say (Hard to say)
Bursting seams just trying to find a place
I'm asking "now what"
Why does it always end the same
Watch it turn to dust
I pour my life into a project, then I give it up
Nothings evеr good enough, I can't make it up
Always have to sabotagе myself
I hate who I've become

[Outro]
I hate who I've become, I hate who I've become
I hate who I've become, I hate who I've become
I hate who I've become, I hate who I've become