Antis

Someone says a joke, and it's funny so I laugh, but I didn't feel it
My ex hit me up so I cried but I didn't mean it
And I think that I kinda like this not really feeling
Antis got me some type of way

I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

Now it's been a while since I tried to let out all the pain through bleeding
Think this is a first, a full night of me truly sleeping
Yeah I miss the highs, but I'm scared to feel all my feelings
Antis got to go some day

I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

I'm hoping with therapy
My mind will stop hating me
I might be fine one day
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

No it doesn't feel that way, it doesn't feel that way
It doesn't feel that way, No it doesn't feel that way

I'm floating up in space
Nobody's real this way
I might be not okay
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate

I'm hoping with therapy
My mind will stop hating me
I might be fine one day
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate