Strangers

If we're being real dammit girl I'm lost without you
I left so I could clear my head Now all my thoughts about you
I didn't know that loves a crutch
Now I can't walk without you
I kept you round my fam and friends and they still talk about you
I know you think I'm cold
You text i don't reply
And I would answer everything
But you don't see my side
You say things will be different but you say that every time.
Still I don't think that my heart can take you with another guy.
You gone show them what I showed you
Call em babe and let em hold you
While they rub there hands all through your body trying to unclothe you
And it kills me cuz I know that things will never be the same
Man it kills me cuz I prayed and prayed but you don't ever change
It's crazy, is this really goodbye?
I mean we had some splits before
But it feels different this time
I mean I'm drinking every night to help the memories die
I keep a smile on my face but I feel empty inside
I'm sayin

I blocked you on my phone cuz I don't wanna hit your line
I'm sending dumb texts or drunk texts
It happens all the time
You know that you are beautiful you'll carry on just fine
I burned all of our photos to erase you from my mind
I said
I don't hate you, I'ma thank you for the lessons
All the good and all the bad, you saved my life you were a blessing
But all those years of accusations made me lose connection
Used to love to be with you, now every moments filled with tension.
But Maybe this my fault cuz I ain't never love myself
Shoulda spent some time on me
I Gave it all to someone else
And now that she is gone, I'm lost and crying out for help
I gotta carry on, I guess I'll carry on myself
Back to living single and I'm scared to love again
I wear my heart up on my sleeve that's why I'm scared to trust again
Let's just take it slow id rather keep you as a friend
Cuz if I let you get to close
Your gonna hurt me in the end
Fuck