Let Me Leave

Sometimes I just don't wanna breathe. Leave blood all over my sleeves
Suicidal fantasies come around too frequently. & I see
The world for what it is, not what it isn't
Agree, this dream, I would die to re-live it
& I'm slipping into darkness
This constant draft permits no flames & I'm not ashamed of the hardships
Sometimes I fall down wishing wells & I wish you well
Bitch, you tell people things you shouldn't, now they wish you hell
Someone pass me a fucken life vest cuz I'm drowning in this self pity. I don't
Mean to be so negative on all my tracks but that's my fucken mind state so I'm sitting
Upside down, right side up, sideways
Thinking that you understand, you'll never see it my way
My fangs I keep hidden, no jealousy permitted
The poetry that I write is my life & I really live it

Just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within' me
Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see
So homie, just let me leave all the depression & anxiety within me
Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see

I swear I've been blacking out, having crying spells
Wake up in the morning like, "What did I do?" & I can tell
It's taking a toll on mind, body & soul
& I've been feeling this way since I was like 7 years old
"Just shake it off." "Don't be depressed." Hate waking up. & stress-
Literally feel it in my neck. Pivoting, tryna find the best outlet
For my anger, for the rage that's inside of me
& I know that truth can hurt but damn, I hate it when they lie to me
Don't try to be a 'substitute,' bitch, I was not deprived
Just coz' my daddy left me & my mom had to provide
Deep inside... shit, it's coming out !
13 bars, shit, I'm running out !
I'm young, dumb & restless, there ain't nothing I can't run around
So don't come preaching to me thinking that you're gonna save me
Bitch, I'm not a baby. 21 & crazy. That's how Satan made me. Look at me sinning !
The poetry I write is my life & bitch, I really live it

Just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within me
Just let me leave. There's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see
So homie, just let me leave all this depression & anxiety within me
Homie, just let me leave. I swear there's a whole n'other side of me that you can't see
So let me leave ..