Pride

Always thought that
If I gave you time
You'd ask forgiveness for your sins
But now I know
That I'm not your God
And our love was not a religion
No introspection
Or self-reflection
You're the same as you were before narcissistic
Manipulating
Not the outcome
I was hoping for
Always thought that your ego wasn't bigger than your heart
Never knew that killing your pride would be this hard
People change and now
I know you never could send fake apologies
Like I always thought you would think one text
Would have me knocking at your door hate to break it to you
I don't want you anymore
And you thought that if
You looked at me
I'd start to forget all that pain
But I've grown up
And I've done the work
And now I know I'm not the same
'Cause I don't need you
Like you want me to
So let's say out last goodbye
In your sickness
And in my health
Cross my heart and hope to die
Had to learn that your ego was bigger than your heart
Never knew that killing your pride would be this hard
People change and now
I know you never could send fake apologies
Like I always thought you would think one text
Would have me knocking at your door hate to break it to you
I don't want you anymore
Cause you're angry, hateful
Bringing everybody down
Lying, shameful
Only care about yourself now
Just so hostile that you made me angry too
Had to reconcile so I don't end up like you
People change and now I know you never could send fake apologies
Like I always thought you would think one text
Would have me knocking at your door hate to break it to you
I don't want you anymore
Had to learn that your ego
Hate to break it to you I don't want you anymore
Never knew that killing your pride
Hate to break it to you I don't want you anymore